When I'm anciant I'd like to learn...

When I'm anciant I'd like to learn, that my character is young forever, that I've done all that I could to brighten this world, that my children have more then I had, that my life influenced others to change smth in the better way, that I've always been in the heart  of the company, that I can cheer up perfectly, that I'm the one  who can lead unnoticed, that the world is mine to explore, that my soul can dance, that people who sorround me love me, that even if I die my name will live in the hearts of others, that my life worth to live, that I corrected all the mistakes I had made, that the rest of my life will be also successful, that I'd like to live more, to repeat everything I did...